Tree , Leaf & Wind ( part 2 )

Leaf

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During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal.

I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?

Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.

Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay

Wind

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Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.

Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away

It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree


I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Tree , Leaf & Wind ( part 1 )

A story but nevertheless heart touching to tell you how a tree, leaf and the wind are closely related in love.


Tree

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The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal.

I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.

She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.

I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.

During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

comfort zone !!!

comfort zone ...

i believe everyone should have his/her own space that shouldnt be disturb , touch , involve or question , and he/she feel secure and safe in it , and thats we call " Comfort Zone "

A zone or place that you feel comfortable , that even close ones should be excuse .

so where's yours ??

hmm..

Love Question ???

There was this guy who loved two gals at the same time but he didn't know which one he loved more. Someone taught him.

Ask yourself this question and answer it honestly :

"When you are happy, which gal would you want to share your happiness with?" The one you think of is someone you love.

Ask yourself another question and answer it honestly :

"When you are sad, which gal you want to share your burden with?" The one you think of is also someone you love.

If you think of the same gal when you are happy & sad, that's the most perfect. But if you don't think of the same gal, I would advise you to chose the one you are willing to share your sadness with.

In life, there are more sorrows than happiness.

There are too many people that u meet that u can share your happiness with, not necessary your lover.
If you live your life happily, you can also enjoy it alone.

In sadness, however, there are not many people willing to share your burden with you. If you are willing to tell someone your happiness, I am sure that person has got to be someone close & an understanding person to you.

But it shouldn't stop there. If that person only thinks of you when she is happy, but looks for someone else when she is sad, this lover is too unstable, she doesn't treat you as someone she can spend the rest of her life with.
Of course, I will be very happy if I am the first person to share her happiness. But, if she is sad, I will be too willing to stay by her side & ease her pain. Only then, will I believe that I hold a very important position in her heart.

If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?

S.A.N.D

I believe finding love is like finding the perfect patch of sand

on the beach the area of the beach is so wide endless from where i

am along the way of me seeking my patch of sand... I encounter stone, broken shells and maybe even garbage which other left behind but i keep on looking with the hope that my perfect batch of sand will appear in front of me... Finally, i sand it.. finally, i saw it i walk slowly toward it with anticipation and excitment closer and closer, i get... it in front of me... I pick it up with my bare hand... but it keep slipping away through my fingers... I tried again it slipped away All of the sudden, i remember i have an empty bottle with me... i run back to where i begin to get the bottle bit by bit, i scoop my perfect patch of sand into the bottle...
Love is like the perfect patch of sand in the beach... you keep looking and looking and looking u never realised that it make up of lots of particles and it keep slipping away until you sccop it into the empty bottle and fill it up slowly...when u seal it tightly, it will be there... when u did not, it will still leak from the bottle the bottle is what we call us TRUST

Good Bye !!

When he want us , no matter how careful or how healthy we are , we still must left this world . with just a flick sec or over the next few days . a call from him telling us " it's time to go " without giving a chance to bid goodbye to our love ones ..

a friend of mine had just pass away and he's only 22 this year , got into a car accident last night .

Is life so fragile ?

Good bye , my friend .

Wish you all the best in your next life ..

penny of thought

the storm we see is just a small turbulence in the air, it will get over soon

the real storm is unseen, unfelt, untouch, once it hit u it goodbye forever

so cherish every little bits in yr life.....

Tell-Tale Signs that its Love

You’ve got butterflies, good conversation, maybe even great sex, but sometimes it can be difficult to be sure if it’s love. How do you decipher whether the feeling in the pit of your stomach is the nervous quivering of anticipation or yesterday's lunch? Luckily, i knows that “fools in love” are easy to spot. Here are some tell-tale signs that it just be might be love, love, love.

You are best friends. You laugh with them more than anyone else. The feelings of anticipation, passion, and connection are mutual. You remember little things about each other like their favorite foods, the places they want to visit and why, their views on everything from politics to fashion, and what they love about their closest buddies, but is it enough? Take a look at these signs to be sure.

What he’ll do:
Put you on his “A” list (pay attention -- You'll know if you're not on it)
Introduce you to his family
Make plans for the future (near and far)
Do things outside of his “box” with you
Share his secrets and his dreams for the future with you
Worry about impressing your friends
Come right over when you ask him to
Try to do things that comfort you or relieve some of your stress (like surprise you with dinner on a night you are working, rub your feet, or ask about your day)
Appreciate and reciprocate your feelings and your actions like giving you a massage after he gets one from you, doing the dishes after dinner, or sending you a gift

What she’ll do:
Share her embarrassing moments and fantasies with you
Little things all throughout the day that let you know she’s thinking about you
Fantasize about her life with you, getting married, having kids, growing old, traveling the world, etc.
Tease you
Hang out with your mother or talk to her on the phone
Appreciate and reciprocate your feelings and your actions, like offering to pay for dinner, getting tickets to a game or event she knows you’ll love, or cooking for you
Ask questions about your life -- past, present, and future
Flirt with you

How you’ll feel:
Excited, yet relaxed
Vulnerable, yet strong
Comfortable enough to be yourself in front of them
Like you want to include them in everything (but you won't desert your usual crowd to be in a relationship with them)
You’ll miss them when they’re not around
You can’t wait to see them, talk to them, play with them, and kiss them
You’ll find yourself wanting to make plans to have them all to yourself
You’ll have urges to do romantic things (maybe on the verge of stalker-like things) that you never thought you’d never do

Signs that it’s not love:
They blow you off or cancel dates
Talking about commitment makes either of you uneasy or nervous
Either of you are seeing other people
Things are moving too quickly for one of you
You find your partner lacking when compared to other people
You watch a love scene in a movie or hear a love song and you feel a strong longing or desire for what you don’t have

Tips before you commit:
Take the time to compare who you have with who you know deep down that you desire and deserve. Likewise, compare the relationship you have with the one you know you really want.
Pay attention to how they treat their friends, family, business associates, and strangers. This is a good indication of how they will treat you over time and a big insight into their overall character.
Ask yourself how well you know them and how well they know you.

Sex Up Your Bedroom ( final )

LET THERE BE LIGHT
Lighting is an often-overlooked element in the bedroom. This is a huge mistake. If you don't like how you look in the glow of a fitting room, having fluorescent overhead lighting is just about as bad. Set up other light sources in your room such as table lamps and candles and use those to achieve the best lighting for your rendezvous. Use pink-tinted light bulbs to flatter your skin even more. Candles are also an excellent addition. You get romantic ambiance and also great mood lighting. To keep the glow longer, and safer, consider battery operated flameless candles.


ACCENTS OF LOVE
What you put in your room should be weighed very carefully against your overall desired theme and mood. If it doesn't gel with your ideal, don't let it even cross the threshold of your bedroom. For some additional ideas, consider these tips:

MOOD KILLERS
Keeping in mind that this is your place for love, certain objects may not be best suited for your playroom. Hidden mood killers include:

Laundry
When you're in the beginning stages of passionate play, looking over and seeing a pile of dirty clothes isn't going to help. Find a place to keep your dirty clothes that's out of sight and out of mind.

Clutter
Nothing is more distracting, especially to women, than clutter. Consider the minimalist approach in your bedroom and keep only things that are necessary for setting your mood. If having additional items is a necessity in your bedroom, find a way to conceal them with boxes, baskets or drawers.

Computers or Office Equipment
While you may need extra space for your home office, the bedroom isn't the place for it. How can you close the door on your work day if that's where you spend your alone time with your partner. If you "must" keep it in your bedroom, think if ways to creatively hide it or keep it a separate space such as using a divider. You can use a screen divider, bookcases, or even curtains hung from the ceiling. Computer armoirs can also achieve the same result.

Photos of Children or Family Members
We all want reminders of the people we love. However, the bedroom isn't always the best place for some of them. Keep the mood of the room in check with photos of places you've visited, pictures of the two of you together or sensual photography.

Stuffed Toys/Mementos
Stuffed toys are cute and memorable, but really, do they belong in the bedroom while you're trying to be a sex goddess? It definitely sends the opposite message of anything erotic.

MOOD SETTERS
In addition to some of the ideas listed in mood killers, here are a few more tips:







Flowers/Live Plants

Nothing says vitality like a thriving plant. Keep in mind your color scheme and pick flowers or plants accordingly. Roses, tulips and daisies are common romantic favorites.





Candles

When you think of romance, one of the first things that comes to mind is candlelight. Use this to your advantage in your den of love.





Romantic/Sensual Accents

Sensual photography, artwork, sculptures or collectibles are a great addition to any passionate bedroom. You might also want to set the tone with artwork from a particular location you both enjoy.





Basket of Lovin'

Keep a secret basket, drawer or chest of your love toys handy and easily accessible. Things to include could include lotions, massage oils, scarves, toys and anything else you both like to use or try for your love play.





The Wardrobe of a Sex Goddess

Keep your lingerie in a prominent position in your closet. This creates two effects. One, it's easy to use whenever the put strikes and two, it serves as a daily teaser for your lover.

Why , Why .

You decided to take a ride on the rollercoaster with this someone who you think you can rely on. You are horribly petrified. Will you enjoy it? Will you be addicted to it and continue to stay in your seat even the ride is over? The uncertainty is killing you. But your heart says, go for it!
The ride has begun. You hold his hand so tightly.

Damn! It’s so scary. Now you have no choice but to trust that person to provide you with some sense of security. Initially he did but after a while, he thinks that you cling on too much that he cannot enjoy his ride. He finds it distracting. He finds you annoying. He neglects you.
You finally can open your eyes and you are caught in mid-air. Yes, he is enjoying the ride. His physical self is near.

His mind is far far away. You want so badly to enjoy the ride but you just cannot. You struggle with your own fears and problems. He looked away every time you need support. It’s your own problem. You dread the person you see in his eyes. You feel the redundancy of your presence.

Your friends cannot be on this ride with you but they can see you from a distance. They were always at the waiting area. Always there! They want to be there for you when you are done with the ride. They genuinely feel happy when you laugh. They look so worried when you scream or cry
The ride is over. You exit the ride with tears rolling in your eyes.
Your friends come over to hug you. "Everything will be alright".
The person thinks that he didn’t enjoy the ride with you.
He now chooses someone else to go on the ride.

Sex Up Your Bedroom ( part 2 )

BED PLAY

Being the largest and most used piece of furniture in your room, the bed gets priority attention. Platform beds are considered high on the romance scale. This is great for couples with low budgets, as most platform beds are quite affordable at major chain furniture stores such as IKEA and Crate & Barrel. Most importantly, though, is to make sure your bed is a focal point in your room. Easy ways to use your bed to set the tone of your room include:

Soft & Luxurious Bedding

This is not the place to scrimp on your budget. Get the highest quality thread-count sheets you can afford. If you're buying new bedding, open the packaging to actually feel the blankets before purchasing. Sheets will always be a bit stiff before you wash them, but blankets should make you feel like you can't wait another instant to snuggle up with your partner underneath them. Keep in mind your color choices and how easy it will be to take care of your bedding. If you have animals, that exotic, beaded bedding set may look nice for a few days until they get eaten off or need to be dry cleaned because of all the animal hair. Solid colors in your actual bedding provide the greatest ease for everyday maintenance. You can make up for the lack of pattern elsewhere in your room.

Lots of Pillows

While they may get tossed on the floor during your love play, or even when you sleep, the look of a bed filled with pillows sends a clear message of invitation. When you get creative with textures, the invitation gets harder and harder to pass up. For even more fun, consider ordering (or making your own) specialized pillowcases with sexy messages on them to help set the tone.

Sex Up Your Bedroom ( part 1 )

The next few following Post , is to help you to decide ... Is a month Love man ..

Your bedroom is your sanctuary and haven. It's a place to get away from it all and leave everyday stresses behind. Couples who put a little extra effort into turning their bedroom into their personal love den, however, get even more than a peaceful getaway. These couples have found a way to put togetherness first and increase their bond with each other through inspired love play. You may not always be in the mood when you walk in the door after a long day, but one step into your passionate playground should go a long way toward stoking the fires of passion.Before getting started, you'll need to take some time out and define the purpose of your room. Think about what you want you and your partner to feel when you walk into the room. Hot sex, sentimental romance, exotic getaway or something in between? Once you determined the theme or mood of the room, don't let anything in that doesn't reflect your overall goal.Ready to bring sexy back to your bedroom? Now that you've defined your purpose, use these tips to put it into action

THE COLOR OF PASSION

Color is the easiest and quickest way to set the mood of a room. While there is a huge spectrum of colors to choose from, some have definite advantages and disadvantages. Red, for instance, is often identified as a color synonymous with sex and romance, but it also known for bringing out aggressive behaviors and thoughts. This tends to rule out the idea using red as a main color in the bedroom. You may want hot sex, but you still need to be able to sleep in the room. Purple, on the other hand, invokes an exotic, sensual feeling while still keeping the air of relaxation, making it a more favorable color choice.Think about the overall mood of your room and make your selections from there. Good choices include medium to dark shades of purple, blue, green, brown, grey and orange. Great accent colors include red, black, pink, white, and tan.

14 DAYS OF SEX POSITION

Rock his world for Valentines Day this year. Begin your celebration February 1st and have your way with him every day for 14 days. Each day, you will find a new sex position and sexy variations to play around with. This is sure to be a Valentine’s Day celebration he will never forget!

Day 1 - Connecting Emotionally
Get into missionary position with the your legs wrapped high around his back. Your man leans over to one side with his elbow supporting him, the other is free to hold you or caress you. Your body leans slightly with his. One of your shoulders comes up and the same hip follows his to the side. That position, halfway between being on your back and being on your side, facilitates very intimate lovemaking.

Day 2 - Animal Love
Experiment with versions of the classic doggie style by repositioning the angles of your hips and torso. Try rocking your hips up or down, spreading your legs wide or bringing them in between his and closing your thighs tight. You can bring your hips forward into more of a push-up position or push back into him. He could stay upright or sit down on his feet, bringing you with him.Next, experiment with letting your chest fall to the bed or coming upright to stand up on your knees. From there, reach back and around his neck or grab onto his thighs, even lean forward and support yourself on the wall.For the last (but certainly not least) animal love position, slide to the edge of the bed and have your guy stand on the floor behind you. Slide your knees in or out to level your hips with his.

Day 3 - Flat Out
Lie down flat on your tummy and have him lie on top of you. There isn’t much you can do in this position other than rocking your hips one way or the other; it is all up to him. You may be wondering where the fun is in that, but let me tell you, your lack of control is part of the thrill. You’ve got to just let your partner work his magic. It’s the perfect position for him to caress your legs, cheeks, back, neck, and arms. He can kiss and nibble on your neck to his hearts content.

Day 4 - Bedroom Acrobatics
Today is the day to get crazy. This is the position that makes the Love Swing worth buying, but hey, if you’ve got a regular swing and can use it without being reported for public indecency, then go ahead and use it! Without the support, things can get a little tricky, but there are definitely some fun options for you.Envision yourself as a wheelbarrow. You are face down with your hands on the floor and your lover is standing behind you. In the swing, it’s effortless to strap yourself in and fall forward to let your legs fly up behind you. He can hold your legs out to the side from underneath or let the leg straps do the work and grab onto your hips. You can wrap your legs around his back as well.If you are trying this without the support of a swing, it may be easier for your man to be on his knees and you on your forearms, but even then, it could be quite a challenge. To achieve a similar effect, stack pillows or use a Liberator Wedge placed at the edge of a bed to support your body into a position much like the Downward Facing Dog yoga pose, with your chest resting on the bed instead of your hands on the floor, making it much less awkward for your man to hold up your bottom half.

Day 5 - Quite Clitoral
Today is the day to play around on top. While you are on top, see how it feels to move your hips in different ways. Slide forward and back (back to center or beyond, as long as it is comfortable for you both) without lifting yourself off of his body at all. Try this sitting up with your torso at varying degrees and feel the difference. You can also lay down fully onto your partner’s chest and rock your hips forward and back (which makes an up and down motion on him).Experiment with the placement of your legs as well. See how it feels to have them alongside your lover’s hips. Then, tuck your toes under his thighs and have him close his legs all the way. Try tucking your toes under your bum, on top of his thighs.Another position is to bring your legs forward instead of folded underneath you. Your lover can try a few tricks of his own with you on top. He can raise his torso up slightly or all the way, he can open or close his legs, and he can squeeze his bum and press into you. If he sits up all the way, try wrapping your legs around his back for a whole new experience. Hold him close or lean back with the support of his arms.If you are still looking for more, flip around into a reverse cowgirl position. You are still sitting on top, but you are facing his feet instead! In this position, you can lean back to let him wrap his arms around your body. This way, he can explore you with his hands, but he can't see what he's touching!

Day 6 - Standing Ovation
There are so many creative ways to make love standing up, but depending on his size and how your bodies fit together, some are better than others. Your man can come from behind while you lean forward to brace yourself against a wall (most anyone can achieve this one) or he can use his body to press you flat against the wall (takes a little more finesse), or you could bend all the way over so you are supporting yourself with your hands on the floor (this one could hurt if he’s really very well-endowed).You can also turn face to face (aligning your bodies with a stool if necessary) and hold each other close (only for the well-endowed). Part your legs far enough for penetration and then close them again for maximum clitoral stimulation. Stay close or hold onto each other for balance and lean your torsos away from each other. The range of movement is limited, but smaller tantric movements like this one can be incredibly intimate.

Day 7 - Bend Over Backwards
You kneel, then sit on your feet and lie back onto the floor, allowing your thighs to spread. He climbs on top of you, holding your arms high above your head. Depending on how your bodies align, he’s got the option of being between your things, over you like a push-up position, or straddling you. He can kiss and nibble on your shoulders, chest and arms in this position with ease. While this position might take some effort to stay in, it is more than worth the work. Your breasts are taut, your clitoris is exposed, and you are really quite at his mercy, making it extra hot!

Day 8 - Tender Times
Make love in the spooning position for a passionate and intimate connection. You each have a free arm to caress each other with. Reach up and around his neck for a super sexy kiss. You can easily maneuver into variations of this position by wrapping your top leg over and around his or rolling slightly onto your tummy and your man reaching over you to support himself with his hand on the bed near your shoulder.

Day 9 - Anywhere, Anytime
Hop up on a kitchen counter, on the washing machine, his/your desk at the office, or even the hood of your car. Call your man over, wrap your legs around him, and go to town. If he’s strong enough to do it without being awkward, he can lift you from your seated position and hold you up against a wall for a little variation.

Day 10 - The Quest of the O
For optimal G-Spot stimulation, try this on for size. Get your guy to stand next to the bed. You lie on your back with your bum at the very edge. Use a Liberator wedge or a stack of pillows underneath you to prop your hips up. Doing so will your hips to meet without him having to crouch, but more importantly, it tilts your pelvis into a position that is perfect for G-spot stimulation. You can wrap your legs around him, rest them on his shoulders or chest, or he can hold them up for you. He can grip your hips and bring you to him or use his hands to caress and play with your body.

Day 11 - Trading Places
It’s time to try a reverse missionary position. Your man lies on his back with his legs parted. You lie on top of him in between his legs. Open your thighs enough to allow penetration, and then close them again to grip him tightly. Pump just like he would in a traditional missionary position. You won’t believe the increased stimulation you will feel, not to mention the excitement of trading places!

Day 12 - Have a Seat
Get into traditional doggie style position, but then have your man sit up and back on his knees. Let your hips come back with him. Then, find which torso position you like best. Keep your chest down on the bed, push up to your hands, or sit all the way up with your back against his chest. In that last position, you can kiss each other and caress each other, making it one of those silver screen sex positions you always wanted to experience.

Day 13 - Classic and Fantastic
The missionary position is always nice, but today, you’ll be mixing things up a bit. First, try letting your legs rest flat in a spread eagle position on the bed. Then, bring your knees up, feet flat on the bed. You can thrust your hips up off of the bed to meet him. Next, lower your hips back down to the bed and wrap your legs around him. Experiment with sliding your feet up and down the inside of his legs for a little different stimulation.Next, try raising your legs up off the bed into a variety of positions. Wrap them around his waist, locking your ankles to allow you a point of leverage to join in his movement. Extend your legs straight out to the side. Try resting one or both of your legs on his shoulders. He can stay lying on top of you, come slightly up to support himself with his arm on the bed or wall behind you.He could sit back on his knees, holding you up by gripping your thighs against his chest. From there, you can let your legs bend and slide down to his side or bring your knees together with your feet flat on his chest. Experiment here with where your hips are. Feel the difference when you lift them up and slide a pillow underneath you as opposed to resting your back flat on the bed. Have your guy lean forward and push your knees into your chest for a whole new experience! Each variation of the missionary position offers a great new sensation for the both of you.

Day 14 - Blow His Mind
Surprise your lover with today’s position that is just for him. Sit him in a chair, on the couch, or on a seat in the shower and tell him to lean back and enjoy. Start him off with a little oral action, but stop before he gets too excited, take a break. Slide your body up to where you are chest to chest. Kiss him all over, teasing him as you go and then slide your bare skin back down to finish him off. If you just can’t help it, go ahead and climb onto his lap, facing front or back, doing all the work for him.

My horoscope

As a rule, a person born under Virgo horoscope is attracted to someone who possess good conversation skills. They love to talk and surround themselves with friends who are well-tempered, nonchalant, and intellectually stimulating.

If you're planning a date with a Virgo, try and avoid noisy places especially with lewd or obscene entertainment. The Virgo horoscope reserved nature and insistence of good taste, would get more pleasure from a quiet restaurant with soft music playing in the background, than from a rock and roll concert. They would prefer a place where the two of you can talk.
You'll probably find a Virgo to be very interesting and be able to discuss almost anything with them. However, don't be in a hurry to jump right in and ask too much about their personal affairs, since they may find it to be an intrusion of privacy.

It's a rare occurrence for a people under the Virgo horoscope to hand out praise, so if you're looking for constant flattery, you may want to keep looking. While on the contrary, if you're looking for advice or an opinion on a certain matter, a Virgo will gladly participate.

Virgo's are careful planners and are constantly seeking personal achievement and financial security. They won't put up with frivolous spending habits and won't jump into a serious relationship without looking ahead first. Most likely a Virgo seeking a partner with practical ambitions exactly like themselves.

Once the a Virgo has found someone worthy to share their life with, they will always be loyal and provide plenty of happiness. This responsible, sensitive, and intellectual person takes love very seriously. Although they may appear aloof, and distant at times, they are very sensual and warm people. If you win them over, you will be more than rewarded with a prosperous and memorable life with them.

sad poem

I thought it was too good to be true

I found somebody who understands me

Someone who would help me to get through

And fill an emptiness i had inside me

But you kept inside and I just denied

Some things that we should have both said

I knew it was too good to be true

Cause i'm the only one who understands me

Remember they thought we were too far

To really know what it takes to make it

But we had survived off what we have done

So we could show them all that they're mistaken

But who could have known the lies that would grow

Until we could see right through them

Remember they knew we were too far

We still don't know what it takes to make it

We could have made it work, we could have found a way,

We should have done our best to see another day

But we kept it all inside until it was too late

And now only me alone, the consequence i pay

For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...

What happened to us

We used to be so perfect, now i lost and lonely

What happened to usAnd deep inside I wonder,

did i lose my only?

back once again

Had a short break , did really enjoy myself but as well wear out from it too.. so tired , guess it lies with , not enough of sleep .

well , its back to reality once again , back to my work yard .

thought

why do people always expecting something from someone ? sometimes in life we dont know what we really want , we just follow blindly .

take some time to reflect , whats the most impt thing to the least , maybe from there , a path will appear to direct you .

Truth hurt ..

Truth is what we want and expect to be given automatically
Something we don’t understand and ask why we are lied to
The truth is hard to except once given, the most painful thing
But with out the truth where would we be?

Without the truth we would be in pain

Leading our selves on in lost hope

Forgetting what happened and why we were hurt

Letting your self think everything is OK without it being all right

Yet we all lie and there is no denying that

We give little white lies but they are still lies

Most fear the truth because they don’t want to be hurt

They don’t want to be rejected or feel the pain again

The fear the truth because they don’t want another broken heart

But why do we want the truth if it hurts so much

Why don’t people ask for lies if they don’t want to be hurt

Why do people expect the truth if they don’t want to hear it

Because the truth always hurts but it doesn’t have to

It can be something good, an expression of emotion

The truth of love is a good thing to think about

But the truth of heartache is inescapable

So think before you beg for the truth

Can you face the pain? Is your heart that bold?

Can you soak it all in and understand what is going on
We all expect the truth but be careful what you expect from it

You're my Destiny

This taiwan drama , You're my Destiny , really touchs my heart and making me having wet eyes .. haha , is a drama worth to watch...


Synopsis:

A really unfashionable working class girl Chen Xin Yi has the desire to tie down her handsome boyfriend to be with her. Due to certain reasons, her boyfriend gets her to go on a love cruise and she started to ponder on how to lose her virginity and tie down her boyfriend. Xin Yi ended up taking cold medicine which made her drowsy and went into Ji Cun Xi's room. Cun Xi is the sole male heir to his family's company and has been in love with his girlfriend, Anna, for a long time. He planned to propose to Anna on the boat but she didn't turn up on the cruise. An island owner added drugs into Cun Xi's drink and Cun Xi became disorientated and returned to his own room. Xin Yi and Cun Xi end up having a one night stand. Xin Yi later finds out that she's pregnant and Cun Xi's grandmother forces them to get married. Will a couple forced to marry for the sake of their unborn child find love with each other?

p.s will load the drama songs in my blog for this few days..

Flirting lesson

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:

1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.

2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.

3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.

4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.

5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.

6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.

7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.

8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.

9. You catch her staring at you.

10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.

11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.

12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )

13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible

HOW GUYS FLIRT:

1. He stares at you alot.

2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )

3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you

4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.

5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.

6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process

7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.

8. You hung up on him. He called you back.

9. You were invited by him to a group outing.

10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.

11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...

12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation

13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.

14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,etc.)

Saturday ..

Its Saturday ... a day of relaxation and enjoyment ..

went to the same cafe i always go and laze around , watching people in and out thinking ... hmm , what am i thinking ... hmm..

Miracle By Chance ( final ..)

We dated for about 2 years and it was absolutely wonderful. Eventually we bought a condo and have been living together for 2 ½ years now. Then, the final surprise! After moving into our condo, we looked out the window and to our astonishment what did we see? The office building of the dating site we joined of all things! What a coincidence that was! In March of 2008, it will be 5 years being together, playing music, and still laughing! We are just two peas in a pod!

He met my friend who I was with at the Club Palomino 15 years ago, and he also remembered seeing us dancing while his band "Cheyenne" played. He also remembered me standing at the bar at times. I used to watch him go to the bar for his coffee and I know our eyes met each other’s at that time. It sure is strange crossing one another’s paths some 15 years ago - and now, being together in a different time in the future, and remembering!

And by the way, that short blonde girl he was with at the Club Palomino, was the girl he eventually married which lasted 8 years. He went through a brutal divorce. He did tell me that when I first saw him at the Club Palomino 15 years ago, that Ishould have approached him and told him "she was bad news". It’s funny how life is – it just wasn’t meant to be back then. Fate brought us together. We met our "soul mates"!

Miracle By Chance ( part 2 ..)

15 YEARS LATER:


As time went on I met someone and got married. That was a mistake. Eventually we got a divorce. I starting going out to bars, again, got tired of it and not meeting anyone decent enough. I wasn’t crazy about the bands playing at other bars either. Later, a friend told me to join a particular dating site on the Internet, which I thought I would never do.


But, I thought I would check it out for fun as I heard so much about it through people even meeting their soul mates from that site.Surprisingly enough, I had a few dates, meeting in public places, but just didn’t find the right one and thought I never would from a dating site. I sort of gave up on it until one night. After getting home from a bar, which I hated, I went on my computer. For some reason I logged in that site again which I was really glad I did. I got an interesting email from a guy and liked his picture.


I was also touched by his email and that he was also interested in my picture and profile. From then on we started emailing each other quite a lot from that site. We seemed to have so much in common through our emails. We continued writing and eventually got on MSN, and chatted for quite some time. He was Bulgarian and I was Hungarian, how common was that! We discovered from our MSN chats that we had so much in common. It was really amazing. Our families even lived in the same town of all places. We chatted every night as often as we could.



And then, a miracle happened! We started chatting on our computers about music. Wow…we also liked all the same music and we both wrote songs. I told him I liked country music and used to frequent a particular bar about 15 years ago, which had closed down. Of course he asked me the name of the bar back then. I told him the "Club Palomino". He was really surprised and told me he used to play there. I wasn’t sure whether to believe him or not! He said he would send me a picture of his band that played there.


I thought, "yeah right" to myself as I waited patiently in front of my computer for the picture. Low and behold, a huge picture came up on my screen, "CHEYENNE" "CLUB PALOMINO". I freaked! I couldn’t believe it! It was him in the picture with "Cheyenne". The guy I was interested in who was the rhythm guitar player in my favourite band. I was so shocked that I went crazy seeing this picture! It was just unbelievable! Like a miracle happened suddenly! Like a fairy tale! We carried on chatting every moment we had for some time, and eventually he gave me hisphone number. We started talking on the phone every night. It was just amazing all the things we had in common about everything!


Yes, it was too good to be true!

After about 3 weeks of talking on the phone every night, chatting on the computer & exchanging pictures, we decided to meet. I was brave enough for him to pick me up at my mother’s place as I developed this trust in him, by his voice and his honesty. I met him downstairs in front of my mother’s apartment building. He got out of his car, and the first thing we did was look at each other and start laughing, and laughing like crazy, and couldn’t stop laughing! He took me to the local Canadian Legion where we talked, had a drink together (still laughing) and we got more acquainted.


Eventually we went into another room and sat down at a table. After a while, he asked me if I didn’t mind if he got up on stage to do a solo. Hey, a man singing with his guitar was like being in heaven. He got up on stage and started playing his guitar and singing in front of an audience. That did it for me. I was hooked! And the guy I admired 15 years ago was performing in front of my eyes, and, was my date! I was in heaven!


To be Continue ...

Recover

Every after storm , follow by a beautiful scenary ..

Just recover for fever , feeling great now , yahoo... feel terrible for the past 2 day as was forcing myself to work and work .

Well , Life in overseas seem to get better , adapting well . thought i still prefer singapore .

Hokkien Mee , yummy ..

Miracle By Chance ( part 1 ..)

15 YEARS AGO:

I used to hang out at a country bar called the "Club Palomino". I loved listening to good bands there, and dancing to their country rock music. I used to drag my friend out to see my favourite band playing called "Cheyenne", who were amazing and always packed the place. My friend and I used to get up and dance to their songs. I was interested in the rhythm guitar player in the band, to me, he was the best looking one, and I loved his voice along with his rhythm guitar sound. Yes, I had the "hots" for him and would goggle eye him playing his guitar/singing while I was on the dance floor, or just standing at the bar listening and staring. I’ve always had this thing for bands as I play guitar too, and always wanted to play in a band. They played there for a long time and were the best band at the "Club Palomino". I would go there as much as I could just to hear them play, and of course, always watching my favourite player. The sad part about it was I used to see him with a short blonde girl, not knowing if she was his girlfriend or wife .

After seeing them playing there for a long time, the "Club Palomino" closed down. Yes, the club had been sold. Wouldn’t you know it a huge townhouse sub-division wasput up and the club was gone. So were all the bands and my favourite band, "Cheyenne".

When I first found out about the club closing down, I wanted to approach "Cheyenne"; particularly the rhythm guitar player and ask where they would be playing in thefuture. But I didn’t have enough courage to do that. I guess things happen for a reason.

To be Continue ...

Kenangan Terindah ( sweet memory )

Kenangan Terindah mean "Sweet Memory" is a malay song i happen to come across . ( the song you hear now in my blog )

i dont know the meaning of the lyrics , but guess should be quite sweet as the title of the song say so .

SWEET MEMORY ,

guess each of us will have a sweet memory in our life that cant be erase off . Point to point , it will make u smile without knowing
and will follow you thru out your life ...

Growing up

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed
To ever let you down probably willYou will have your heart broken probably more than once
And it's harder every time
You'll break hearts tooSo remember how it felt when yours was broken
You'll fight with your best friend
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did
You'll cry because time is passing too fast
And you'll eventually lose someone you love
So take too many pictures, laugh too much
And love like you've never been hurt because
Every sixty seconds you spend upset is
A minute of happiness you'll never get backDon't be afraid that your life will endBe afraid that it will never begin

boring me

so picture tell a thousand words ? ya ?

so what does this picture tells ?? hmm ...

wayward Kenting

Kenting is like a loser's paradise. Located at the southern tip of Taiwan, its weather is always sunny and its beach beautiful. A place where people go to escape their lives and just have fun ...

Synopsis..

The lovely sunshine , beach , mountain and ocean all together make Kenting the best spot for ecological travel , thus attract tourists all over the year .

however , local residents life and ecological enviroment have been changed even since. The story is about naive local youth , newly arrived escapists , ambitious businessmen, and enviroment fighters , whose laughter , tears , longings , unfulfilled dreams and ultimately paradise , particulary from local peoples point of view.

the story follows the life of guides in Kenting National Park, under the blue sky of Kenting , the young souls embark a life-searching journey.

the drama series will also cover spring screams , the annual rock and roll concert that attracts fans all over the world .

Thoughts

Love it , will visit at least once in my lifetime

New Image ...

hmm , any different in me ??

yeah , just got myself a spec and i didnt expect it gonna cost few hundred dollar for a spec , as i thought its always cheap for that .

had a check on my eyes sight , gosh . didnt know that sight is not perfect anymore . haiz ...

Slient Love ( part 2 )

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......


The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.


During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.


With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....


The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.


With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.


When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Slient Love ( part 1 )

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.


Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.


After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"


The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up..

To be continue ...

life is ...

Life is ...

People may lead a different kind of life , boring , exciting , simple , suffering , just name it !

but whats life really are ?

Does going party all night long , called enjoying life .. or ,

just work , home , sleep , called no life ..

was really pondering what life really are ...

Life is ... no one can actually tell , whats life really is ...

as all of us is leading different kind of life ..

life is .... ?

A beautiful heart

One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley.

A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.

Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces missing.

The people stared. How can he say his heart is more beautiful?? they thought. The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You must be joking," he said. "Compare your heart with mine, mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears."

"Yes," said the old man, "Yours is perfect looking but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love - I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart, but because the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared. Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away, and the other person hasn't returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges - giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?"
The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man, reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart, and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old man with trembling hands.

The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young man's heart. It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges.

The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful than ever, since love from the old man's heart flowed into his.

Moral of the story

The more hurt and pain you have gone thru in life, the stronger and more beautiful your heart will be.....

A conversation with Friend

I am now still waiting for my dinner to be serve and I decided to write about my msn-ing with a friend last night and this topic came out during our conversation…

He said Let Talk About Love… I replied OK…

He asked me what is love?

This is what I tell him…

Love is Trust… Nothing more important than Trust when you are in love… Because when you start to trust, you will start to love unconditionally… Friends, Family, Lover etc…

To me, love is like a Ferris wheel. What come around goes around. Like a Ferris wheel, you will peak at the highest point where you see nothing but enjoy the nice scenery and enjoy every moment… But then again, you will be at the lowest point where you first started to wonder why the ride ended faster than you think…

He asked why love hurt?

My answer to him is because you loved. He replied that simple? I say yes… Because you loved unconditionally that why it hurt you most…Imagine you are in the Ferris wheel now and you fell at the highest point, how hurt will you feel. And imagine that you fell at the lowest point closer to the ground, will you hurt as much?

People always say Time will heal the wound. I said nope, time will not heal at all. Time will only help you get use to the pain and help you move on. It doesn’t take away the pain and it doesn’t heal. It just mainly immune you from the previous pain.

Because if you really have love, even if you meet this person 20year later, you will still remember the time you have together and everything else will resurface…

And this is LOVE….

last day of 2008

another year had past , and hey am older by a year again .

didnt really enjoy myself during the last day of 2008 , in fact i can say , its the worst i ever had . well , " when you had reach to the very bottom of a well , theres nothing could be worse next "

Had a countdown dinner / function then , food was so so , the games we had played still can make it , MJ was trying his very best to bring up the mood but then i think he had given up as well . everyone seem not to be in the mood for countdown , " Why " ..

Welcome to Year 2009 !

Happy New Year , Welcome the 1st day of 2009 !!

A New Year... A New Beginning... Let all put our hand together and work for a better tomorrow