My horoscope

As a rule, a person born under Virgo horoscope is attracted to someone who possess good conversation skills. They love to talk and surround themselves with friends who are well-tempered, nonchalant, and intellectually stimulating.

If you're planning a date with a Virgo, try and avoid noisy places especially with lewd or obscene entertainment. The Virgo horoscope reserved nature and insistence of good taste, would get more pleasure from a quiet restaurant with soft music playing in the background, than from a rock and roll concert. They would prefer a place where the two of you can talk.
You'll probably find a Virgo to be very interesting and be able to discuss almost anything with them. However, don't be in a hurry to jump right in and ask too much about their personal affairs, since they may find it to be an intrusion of privacy.

It's a rare occurrence for a people under the Virgo horoscope to hand out praise, so if you're looking for constant flattery, you may want to keep looking. While on the contrary, if you're looking for advice or an opinion on a certain matter, a Virgo will gladly participate.

Virgo's are careful planners and are constantly seeking personal achievement and financial security. They won't put up with frivolous spending habits and won't jump into a serious relationship without looking ahead first. Most likely a Virgo seeking a partner with practical ambitions exactly like themselves.

Once the a Virgo has found someone worthy to share their life with, they will always be loyal and provide plenty of happiness. This responsible, sensitive, and intellectual person takes love very seriously. Although they may appear aloof, and distant at times, they are very sensual and warm people. If you win them over, you will be more than rewarded with a prosperous and memorable life with them.

sad poem

I thought it was too good to be true

I found somebody who understands me

Someone who would help me to get through

And fill an emptiness i had inside me

But you kept inside and I just denied

Some things that we should have both said

I knew it was too good to be true

Cause i'm the only one who understands me

Remember they thought we were too far

To really know what it takes to make it

But we had survived off what we have done

So we could show them all that they're mistaken

But who could have known the lies that would grow

Until we could see right through them

Remember they knew we were too far

We still don't know what it takes to make it

We could have made it work, we could have found a way,

We should have done our best to see another day

But we kept it all inside until it was too late

And now only me alone, the consequence i pay

For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...

What happened to us

We used to be so perfect, now i lost and lonely

What happened to usAnd deep inside I wonder,

did i lose my only?

back once again

Had a short break , did really enjoy myself but as well wear out from it too.. so tired , guess it lies with , not enough of sleep .

well , its back to reality once again , back to my work yard .

thought

why do people always expecting something from someone ? sometimes in life we dont know what we really want , we just follow blindly .

take some time to reflect , whats the most impt thing to the least , maybe from there , a path will appear to direct you .

Truth hurt ..

Truth is what we want and expect to be given automatically
Something we don’t understand and ask why we are lied to
The truth is hard to except once given, the most painful thing
But with out the truth where would we be?

Without the truth we would be in pain

Leading our selves on in lost hope

Forgetting what happened and why we were hurt

Letting your self think everything is OK without it being all right

Yet we all lie and there is no denying that

We give little white lies but they are still lies

Most fear the truth because they don’t want to be hurt

They don’t want to be rejected or feel the pain again

The fear the truth because they don’t want another broken heart

But why do we want the truth if it hurts so much

Why don’t people ask for lies if they don’t want to be hurt

Why do people expect the truth if they don’t want to hear it

Because the truth always hurts but it doesn’t have to

It can be something good, an expression of emotion

The truth of love is a good thing to think about

But the truth of heartache is inescapable

So think before you beg for the truth

Can you face the pain? Is your heart that bold?

Can you soak it all in and understand what is going on
We all expect the truth but be careful what you expect from it

You're my Destiny

This taiwan drama , You're my Destiny , really touchs my heart and making me having wet eyes .. haha , is a drama worth to watch...


Synopsis:

A really unfashionable working class girl Chen Xin Yi has the desire to tie down her handsome boyfriend to be with her. Due to certain reasons, her boyfriend gets her to go on a love cruise and she started to ponder on how to lose her virginity and tie down her boyfriend. Xin Yi ended up taking cold medicine which made her drowsy and went into Ji Cun Xi's room. Cun Xi is the sole male heir to his family's company and has been in love with his girlfriend, Anna, for a long time. He planned to propose to Anna on the boat but she didn't turn up on the cruise. An island owner added drugs into Cun Xi's drink and Cun Xi became disorientated and returned to his own room. Xin Yi and Cun Xi end up having a one night stand. Xin Yi later finds out that she's pregnant and Cun Xi's grandmother forces them to get married. Will a couple forced to marry for the sake of their unborn child find love with each other?

p.s will load the drama songs in my blog for this few days..

Flirting lesson

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:

1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.

2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.

3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.

4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.

5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.

6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.

7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.

8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.

9. You catch her staring at you.

10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.

11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.

12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )

13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible

HOW GUYS FLIRT:

1. He stares at you alot.

2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )

3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you

4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.

5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.

6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process

7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.

8. You hung up on him. He called you back.

9. You were invited by him to a group outing.

10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.

11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...

12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation

13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.

14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,etc.)

Saturday ..

Its Saturday ... a day of relaxation and enjoyment ..

went to the same cafe i always go and laze around , watching people in and out thinking ... hmm , what am i thinking ... hmm..

Miracle By Chance ( final ..)

We dated for about 2 years and it was absolutely wonderful. Eventually we bought a condo and have been living together for 2 ½ years now. Then, the final surprise! After moving into our condo, we looked out the window and to our astonishment what did we see? The office building of the dating site we joined of all things! What a coincidence that was! In March of 2008, it will be 5 years being together, playing music, and still laughing! We are just two peas in a pod!

He met my friend who I was with at the Club Palomino 15 years ago, and he also remembered seeing us dancing while his band "Cheyenne" played. He also remembered me standing at the bar at times. I used to watch him go to the bar for his coffee and I know our eyes met each other’s at that time. It sure is strange crossing one another’s paths some 15 years ago - and now, being together in a different time in the future, and remembering!

And by the way, that short blonde girl he was with at the Club Palomino, was the girl he eventually married which lasted 8 years. He went through a brutal divorce. He did tell me that when I first saw him at the Club Palomino 15 years ago, that Ishould have approached him and told him "she was bad news". It’s funny how life is – it just wasn’t meant to be back then. Fate brought us together. We met our "soul mates"!

Miracle By Chance ( part 2 ..)

15 YEARS LATER:


As time went on I met someone and got married. That was a mistake. Eventually we got a divorce. I starting going out to bars, again, got tired of it and not meeting anyone decent enough. I wasn’t crazy about the bands playing at other bars either. Later, a friend told me to join a particular dating site on the Internet, which I thought I would never do.


But, I thought I would check it out for fun as I heard so much about it through people even meeting their soul mates from that site.Surprisingly enough, I had a few dates, meeting in public places, but just didn’t find the right one and thought I never would from a dating site. I sort of gave up on it until one night. After getting home from a bar, which I hated, I went on my computer. For some reason I logged in that site again which I was really glad I did. I got an interesting email from a guy and liked his picture.


I was also touched by his email and that he was also interested in my picture and profile. From then on we started emailing each other quite a lot from that site. We seemed to have so much in common through our emails. We continued writing and eventually got on MSN, and chatted for quite some time. He was Bulgarian and I was Hungarian, how common was that! We discovered from our MSN chats that we had so much in common. It was really amazing. Our families even lived in the same town of all places. We chatted every night as often as we could.



And then, a miracle happened! We started chatting on our computers about music. Wow…we also liked all the same music and we both wrote songs. I told him I liked country music and used to frequent a particular bar about 15 years ago, which had closed down. Of course he asked me the name of the bar back then. I told him the "Club Palomino". He was really surprised and told me he used to play there. I wasn’t sure whether to believe him or not! He said he would send me a picture of his band that played there.


I thought, "yeah right" to myself as I waited patiently in front of my computer for the picture. Low and behold, a huge picture came up on my screen, "CHEYENNE" "CLUB PALOMINO". I freaked! I couldn’t believe it! It was him in the picture with "Cheyenne". The guy I was interested in who was the rhythm guitar player in my favourite band. I was so shocked that I went crazy seeing this picture! It was just unbelievable! Like a miracle happened suddenly! Like a fairy tale! We carried on chatting every moment we had for some time, and eventually he gave me hisphone number. We started talking on the phone every night. It was just amazing all the things we had in common about everything!


Yes, it was too good to be true!

After about 3 weeks of talking on the phone every night, chatting on the computer & exchanging pictures, we decided to meet. I was brave enough for him to pick me up at my mother’s place as I developed this trust in him, by his voice and his honesty. I met him downstairs in front of my mother’s apartment building. He got out of his car, and the first thing we did was look at each other and start laughing, and laughing like crazy, and couldn’t stop laughing! He took me to the local Canadian Legion where we talked, had a drink together (still laughing) and we got more acquainted.


Eventually we went into another room and sat down at a table. After a while, he asked me if I didn’t mind if he got up on stage to do a solo. Hey, a man singing with his guitar was like being in heaven. He got up on stage and started playing his guitar and singing in front of an audience. That did it for me. I was hooked! And the guy I admired 15 years ago was performing in front of my eyes, and, was my date! I was in heaven!


To be Continue ...

Recover

Every after storm , follow by a beautiful scenary ..

Just recover for fever , feeling great now , yahoo... feel terrible for the past 2 day as was forcing myself to work and work .

Well , Life in overseas seem to get better , adapting well . thought i still prefer singapore .

Hokkien Mee , yummy ..

Miracle By Chance ( part 1 ..)

15 YEARS AGO:

I used to hang out at a country bar called the "Club Palomino". I loved listening to good bands there, and dancing to their country rock music. I used to drag my friend out to see my favourite band playing called "Cheyenne", who were amazing and always packed the place. My friend and I used to get up and dance to their songs. I was interested in the rhythm guitar player in the band, to me, he was the best looking one, and I loved his voice along with his rhythm guitar sound. Yes, I had the "hots" for him and would goggle eye him playing his guitar/singing while I was on the dance floor, or just standing at the bar listening and staring. I’ve always had this thing for bands as I play guitar too, and always wanted to play in a band. They played there for a long time and were the best band at the "Club Palomino". I would go there as much as I could just to hear them play, and of course, always watching my favourite player. The sad part about it was I used to see him with a short blonde girl, not knowing if she was his girlfriend or wife .

After seeing them playing there for a long time, the "Club Palomino" closed down. Yes, the club had been sold. Wouldn’t you know it a huge townhouse sub-division wasput up and the club was gone. So were all the bands and my favourite band, "Cheyenne".

When I first found out about the club closing down, I wanted to approach "Cheyenne"; particularly the rhythm guitar player and ask where they would be playing in thefuture. But I didn’t have enough courage to do that. I guess things happen for a reason.

To be Continue ...

Kenangan Terindah ( sweet memory )

Kenangan Terindah mean "Sweet Memory" is a malay song i happen to come across . ( the song you hear now in my blog )

i dont know the meaning of the lyrics , but guess should be quite sweet as the title of the song say so .

SWEET MEMORY ,

guess each of us will have a sweet memory in our life that cant be erase off . Point to point , it will make u smile without knowing
and will follow you thru out your life ...

Growing up

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed
To ever let you down probably willYou will have your heart broken probably more than once
And it's harder every time
You'll break hearts tooSo remember how it felt when yours was broken
You'll fight with your best friend
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did
You'll cry because time is passing too fast
And you'll eventually lose someone you love
So take too many pictures, laugh too much
And love like you've never been hurt because
Every sixty seconds you spend upset is
A minute of happiness you'll never get backDon't be afraid that your life will endBe afraid that it will never begin

boring me

so picture tell a thousand words ? ya ?

so what does this picture tells ?? hmm ...

wayward Kenting

Kenting is like a loser's paradise. Located at the southern tip of Taiwan, its weather is always sunny and its beach beautiful. A place where people go to escape their lives and just have fun ...

Synopsis..

The lovely sunshine , beach , mountain and ocean all together make Kenting the best spot for ecological travel , thus attract tourists all over the year .

however , local residents life and ecological enviroment have been changed even since. The story is about naive local youth , newly arrived escapists , ambitious businessmen, and enviroment fighters , whose laughter , tears , longings , unfulfilled dreams and ultimately paradise , particulary from local peoples point of view.

the story follows the life of guides in Kenting National Park, under the blue sky of Kenting , the young souls embark a life-searching journey.

the drama series will also cover spring screams , the annual rock and roll concert that attracts fans all over the world .

Thoughts

Love it , will visit at least once in my lifetime

New Image ...

hmm , any different in me ??

yeah , just got myself a spec and i didnt expect it gonna cost few hundred dollar for a spec , as i thought its always cheap for that .

had a check on my eyes sight , gosh . didnt know that sight is not perfect anymore . haiz ...

Slient Love ( part 2 )

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......


The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.


During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.


With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....


The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.


With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.


When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Slient Love ( part 1 )

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.


Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.


After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"


The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up..

To be continue ...

life is ...

Life is ...

People may lead a different kind of life , boring , exciting , simple , suffering , just name it !

but whats life really are ?

Does going party all night long , called enjoying life .. or ,

just work , home , sleep , called no life ..

was really pondering what life really are ...

Life is ... no one can actually tell , whats life really is ...

as all of us is leading different kind of life ..

life is .... ?

A beautiful heart

One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley.

A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.

Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces missing.

The people stared. How can he say his heart is more beautiful?? they thought. The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You must be joking," he said. "Compare your heart with mine, mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears."

"Yes," said the old man, "Yours is perfect looking but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love - I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart, but because the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared. Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away, and the other person hasn't returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges - giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?"
The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man, reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart, and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old man with trembling hands.

The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young man's heart. It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges.

The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful than ever, since love from the old man's heart flowed into his.

Moral of the story

The more hurt and pain you have gone thru in life, the stronger and more beautiful your heart will be.....

A conversation with Friend

I am now still waiting for my dinner to be serve and I decided to write about my msn-ing with a friend last night and this topic came out during our conversation…

He said Let Talk About Love… I replied OK…

He asked me what is love?

This is what I tell him…

Love is Trust… Nothing more important than Trust when you are in love… Because when you start to trust, you will start to love unconditionally… Friends, Family, Lover etc…

To me, love is like a Ferris wheel. What come around goes around. Like a Ferris wheel, you will peak at the highest point where you see nothing but enjoy the nice scenery and enjoy every moment… But then again, you will be at the lowest point where you first started to wonder why the ride ended faster than you think…

He asked why love hurt?

My answer to him is because you loved. He replied that simple? I say yes… Because you loved unconditionally that why it hurt you most…Imagine you are in the Ferris wheel now and you fell at the highest point, how hurt will you feel. And imagine that you fell at the lowest point closer to the ground, will you hurt as much?

People always say Time will heal the wound. I said nope, time will not heal at all. Time will only help you get use to the pain and help you move on. It doesn’t take away the pain and it doesn’t heal. It just mainly immune you from the previous pain.

Because if you really have love, even if you meet this person 20year later, you will still remember the time you have together and everything else will resurface…

And this is LOVE….

last day of 2008

another year had past , and hey am older by a year again .

didnt really enjoy myself during the last day of 2008 , in fact i can say , its the worst i ever had . well , " when you had reach to the very bottom of a well , theres nothing could be worse next "

Had a countdown dinner / function then , food was so so , the games we had played still can make it , MJ was trying his very best to bring up the mood but then i think he had given up as well . everyone seem not to be in the mood for countdown , " Why " ..

Welcome to Year 2009 !

Happy New Year , Welcome the 1st day of 2009 !!

A New Year... A New Beginning... Let all put our hand together and work for a better tomorrow